time apart
because of the way our schedules have turned out this week, time with jelly has been very limited. and it’s making me sad. like, really sad, not just, oh man, what a bummer, or wow, there’s another night with no sex. i actually really miss seeing him and being with him. he was gone all last weekend, then we had lunch on tuesday. then he headed to MA, then i headed to MA. i was hoping to see him last night, but after doing my long run in the morning, lugging all my stuff to boston, then the T ride and the walk around cambridge to get to where i’m staying, the idea of going back into boston to deal with a rowdy post-game crowd was just oo much. not only is my body sore, but i had no energy. and i knew that it wouldn’t be quality time between jelly and me. so i didn’t go. i’m sad about that, but even more that i won’t see him now until friday. what a total drag.
