would i cheat?
i’m pretty sure i wouldn’t, but who the hell knows until you are presented with the situation? besides that, aren’t we kind of still in a probationary period? and the person in question , CD, is someone i have known way longer than jelly and have had a mad crush on for a very long time. the thing that will save me is that CD is married and up until today, i have always felt that it was safe to have a crush on him and flirt with him because he could never ever cheat on his wife. everyone who knows him would say that, and many have. but for some reason today, i’m a little concerned that something more could occur. i think there are two reasons – one, i have not been working for the past couple of weeks and time alone tends to allow my gigantic imagination go a little bit crazy. seriously, nothing is beyond the realm of possible in my imagination. the other reason is that IP is kind of goading me into thinking this. she’s just playing and teasing, but she doesn’t realize that after hours and hours alone, i start to believe and buy into the things that she saying. and she doesn’t really establish a strong line between when she’s teasing and when she’s serious. so since i want to believe the stuff that she’s serious about, like CD missing me around the office, it makes me start to believe the stuff that she’s teasing about, like CD REALLY missing me around the office.
so tonight the three of us are having dinner, and IP says she will need to leave early-ish. she is so evil.
