Archive for July 8th, 2008
sexy lingerie
man, i am a good girlfriend. jelly told me that one of his turn-ons is lingerie, so today i took myself on a shopping trip. i wasn’t sure how it would go because i’m not all that secure in my body. so the things that you see on the hangers do not look the way i hope they will look on my body. but i’m starting to figure out what works and put a look together. i don’t generally have body issues, and i’m in better shape than i’ve ever been in my life, and jelly has never EVER made me feel unsexy or uncomfortable. but i tell you, there is a vast difference between just being naked in front of a guy, and trying to put on sexy clothes for a guy. i’m more comfortable being totally stripped. but i had fun shopping, i really did. i only tried on things that i knew would work, i KNEW that certain things would just not work on me. i’m pretty happy with what i got.
of course, i couldn’t see the finished product until i got home, because i was shopping in different departments. so when i got home, i put it all together and i feel totally awesome about it. i felt really sexy, even just putting it on alone in my apartment. i think the finished product will be quite a treat for mr. jelly.
incidentally, there is a funny thing about lingerie. you put it on basically to get to the point where you want to take it off. i know it doesn’t always have to be exactly that way, but seriously. the point is to eventually take it off and that cracks me up.
